| Toy camae-RUH |
[Oct. 3rd, 2025|06:10 pm] |
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| | My nu ringtone - Psyche Origami - Dead Right | ] |
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Funniest thing of all is that last night - well, 3 am to be exact, there was this weird storm going on. I tell ya, there was lightning and it was 10 TIMES IN A ROW. NONSTOP. I woke up around 4 and was confused about "why is the weather acting crayzay today?" and after about 1 minute and a half I slept again. At school my friends also has a footage of what's going on outside - so it happened that one of my classmates arrived at school very early and did witness the raging storm going on. It was chaotic; constant flashing in the sky.
Okay, let's skip to school. Today isn't exams, because all the boys are going to military training. So I'm stuck in class with the other girls and three guys (who happened not to join the military). During religious ed class I was going to play with my camera and then my friend beside me asked "Is that your camera?" and after that we took about 2-3 piccies; the next thing is that all the girls in my class were taking group photos. We shot a picture of individual photos, messing around with poses and then because I don't know how to turn on the flash, we had to use light from the phone. That's when it hits low battery ;__;
I walked around in school with my new mary janes. It hurts when you have to crisscross your legs while sitting on the floor. Ooowww...
But it was worth it.They looks so cute!
Mom, stepdad and grandpa's on a vacation, and the other nanny's sick, so mom's driver looked after us instead. And one more thing. I managed to make a ringtone for my 6000B tacky black glass phone. Oh I have NO IDEA why they love making rectangular phones, but I managed to transfer Psyche Origami's Dead Right in there. It wasn't iOS either because androids have a ringtone folder. Handy.
I'm off to complete an art project. Nikki out |
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| slipped through my ribs |
[Oct. 3rd, 2025|09:35 pm] |
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my last post was when term holidays were about to start and now it's only a weekend before i have to go back..! as usual i barely did any work and will have to cram it all on sunday, probably. it's really just the speech i have to prepare that's going to grind me up. did i actually do anything this holidays? not really. my family stayed at the cbd for a couple days, where i mainly ate food, walked a lot and also got some badges made + bought some zines at sticky institute, which is good. the volunteer there was lovely with helping me with the badge machine even when i jammed it which i'm grateful for...
i feel like i'm stagnating with my art. i've always known i was never a prodigy or gifted or anything like that but it feels stronger than ever that my skills have never progressed much or as fast as they should be. art has been the only thing i've consistently done my whole life and i still feel so amateurish, compared to other artists my age- it's hard because i don't know what else i would do with my life if not make art. i'm not smart, or athletic, or even particularly determined at anything, really. it's depressing to say but if i'm not able to make art my career i probably won't be able to live at all.
well... i've been trying to be more creative. it's not anything i'll post online but i've committed myself to making things even if they don't look good. as they say, you have to get through the bad art first before you can start making good art. i haven't yet decided if this mandatory exercise is therapeutic or just painful. |
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| Blood Bubble |
[Oct. 2nd, 2025|08:32 pm] |
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AP Bio test is actually okay. Multiple choice questions on the laptop is pretty decent o___o, but the worst part was the free-response questions: there are 5 questions, each have 4 parts, and the main question is EXTREMELY LONG. It took about 6-7 pages. What's worse is that after the exam one of the smart guys (who wants to be a doctor) told me that question #3 part 2's answer is hydrolysis. I spent HOURS trying to find the name of the process that breaks down molecules, so I ended up describing how the lysosome (part of the cell that breaks down) works. *punches head trillion times* AAAAAAAAA. :( this is not going to look good when I get the report card...
Now I'm studying for accounting and english. Oh yeah, and when I was walking around the room upstairs a shard of small glass stabbed my toe. OUCH. When I managed to squeeze the small shard out there was a big blood bubble out of nowhere. How can it bleed THIS much? But now I have to walk around the room in my new Mary Janes. I blame my brother and the phone he dropped earlier. Those must've been the film thingy on his phone because it's cracked.
I'm never going to let him in grandma's room again >:( anyways can't wait to draw new pictures on Katie's spanking new oekaki; I don't have trouble drawing on Fire'paca but when it comes to oekakis it ends up like a rotting carebear ;__; |
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| Live by the theorems and postulates |
[Oct. 1st, 2025|08:51 am] |
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Uwaaaaaaaa ;____; tomorrow is the start of my exams and I haven't studied yet... my biggest concern is that I have to remember every rule of geometry (because geometry is also about proving stuff) and the entirety of lessons from biology class.
I haven't submitted my digital art picture for the exam too, but since the grade is still an A, I hope it stays like that.
Ah, and nice to know that Katie's moved hosts. I want to move too (craving the advantages of PHP), but I have to keep up with all the studying and I don't think I can get the site up and running in 2 months (as the classic hosting rule goes, hostees must get their site up in 2 months, or their directory/homepage is deleted) :(
I need to go study. Hope I can remember all the postulates and whatever bio class has. *kiss* *hugs* I'm OUT! |
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| Some People suck fr :/ |
[Sep. 29th, 2025|05:04 pm] |
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Someone just unwatched my dA out of the blue and I am PISSED!!! Why the fuck did you watch me for a bit and then go like "lol i'm bored, let's move on to the next person to get their hopes up lolz"; is it because my OCs are queer as fuck and proud? I swear on my life the minute I posted Madame Dollhouse, that scumfuck got up and left!? Like how DARE you!!!! Madame means the world to me, and she's basically the stepmum of two of my most beloved characters, Chisa and Daichi. She's a caring and loving person who gives a home to those who society left behind, and also she's uber lore important ffs. I guess that loser liked my cis girls and got mad when I posted a trans girl like a bigoted piece of shit. Gay and trans folks exist and are very much free to make whatever art they want and have representation within art; GET OVER IT! I need shitheads like that far away from my babies and art... NOW!!! >:[
Other than that, my first class went well, and I saw my friends again!!! I wore my new clothes and accessories and I looked as cute as a button :3 I gave so many peeps hugs <3 I'm currently in my room trying to write my dissertation's intro lmao :P
I'm so sorry about that, y'all. I'm on my period right now, and I'm just really passionate about people treating something as beautiful as queerness in my art as a thing to throw away... ;_;
EDIT: EEK, there's a Lullaby in my icon! She's so baby!!! (ㅇㅅㅇ❀)
Bizette signing out ｡⋆｡˚ ʚïɞ ˚｡⋆｡ |
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| All aboard!! |
[Sep. 28th, 2025|07:31 pm] |
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I went to the mall (which happened to be the hotspot for tourists and expats) with my mom today; we ate food (it was DELISH) \^o^/, we went to Kinokuniya (the bookstore) and got nothing cuz' all drawing tutorial books are from that one Japanese author who draws generic animu girls, and we took the train to the Sunday art class.
I did well at art class today! (thank gawd that teacher wasn't here because he gave me a headache) I had to color a picture with shades of gray.
Best of all was this was the first time I took the train myself, and it was fun!!!!!!! Passed five stops, back to the mall; mom was so worried about me being kidnapped/lost but I eventually made it. Now I do wanna try and go places with that, but it's only in the central part of Bangkok. I need to learn how to use the bus because I dunno where it goes :p
But exam is in two days and I haven't studied yet :( !
Kiki OUT |
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| Let's Partyyyyyyy!!!!! 30 WATCHERS CELEBRATION!!! |
[Sep. 24th, 2025|06:23 pm] |
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| | Skinny Puppy - Assimilate | ] |
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OMG!!!! Thank you all for 30 watchers over @ DeviantArt!!! You have no idea how happy I am right now!!! Only a few months ago, I rejoined the site; thinking that no one would care about my shit and how I would blend into obscurity, but y'all said NUH UN and gave me loads of love!!! <3 I'm still working on the Madame CG (I restarted it sorry...) and I just got my hair done a few days ago so HELL YEAH PINK AND BLACK
(ﾉ^ヮ^)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧ |
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